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Tuesday, July 06, 2004

Hypocrite of a sort

 

Lost souls of children playing in the valley...

Their hearts flying freely, resembling all of our lost innocence.

Oh how I love to tally…

Every time I hear a lie..

Every time I see you try..

Every time someone sins—

Their soul is drained of a little innocence.

Abusing the gift of our free choice.

Stabbing little children with your voice.

Society today… is nothing but brainwashing thieves.

My mind being blurred from the things I most grieve.

Adults giving false comfort…

Freshly made from lies and other sorts.

They’re like backstabbing lovers…

Only seen from your favorite fairy tail cover.

Masks are the popular fad now days.

Your true identity locked away…

Being perfect in every single way is improbable.

Why do people believe and think it’s possible?

They try to fool the world… but they just end up fooling themselves.

They constantly complain about their false hope.

Walking around…all they do is mope.

Making songs on how to mistreat others.

Heavenly lullabies sung to comfort.

Telling what to do and how to do it..

Giving lectures, saying how to be fit.

Stripping the poor and weak of their pride.

Getting revenge, forcing your common sense to subside.

Trapped in modern today is hell…

Living a lie, having her kiss and tell.

You only live once, one lifetime my friend.

After that is eternal slumber, thus, the end.

One suicide, more than one pain.

One life, more than one gain.

Trying to survive this cruel mean land…

Just be yourself…Live under your own hand.

 

 

 

 


Deluded Love

 

She’s half awake...half dead..

Her motionless body.. lying in her bed...

...Screams piercing through the corridors...

Her soul seeping through her pores..

Skin turning pale, losing color..

Blood filled tears, brought from another.

Her body is as freezing as ice..

Having another chance...might be nice.

Her once red lips... .Color filled as bleach.

Her heart faintly skipping beats..

Her long black hair sprawled over her body...

Her once godly green eyes.. .Now foggy.

He was knelt beside her, tears in his eyes.

Holding onto her frozen hand, wishing he didn’t have to say goodbye.

He loved her with all his heart..The secret of it was just kept in the dark.

She loved him, holding as tight to his hand as she could, hoping they wouldn’t be broken apart...

With one last breath she said, “I love you.”

He turned away, tears dripping down his cheeks, not wanting to admit he loved her too..

And still upon this very day...he regrets not saying how he loved her so much.

He wished they had memories...than just those few bunch.

The madness from missing her drove him insane..

Until one dark night, he hung himself from the torturing pain...

Some say he was just crazy and knew no other way.

.... .He really just lost a piece of his soul when she died that day...

 



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